Tuesday, 6 April 2021

6/4/21 ^^^Let's solve this God Complex issue for good

 This is not working.  I still think that I am God.

Let's go back to basics.  What do I hope to achieve?

If I expect to be normal.  I think that is not possible.

If that is the case, then I just do things to make myself happy.

If I cannot eradicate the thought that I am god, then I suppose I will just be a happy god.

However, I need to find out the root cause of why I think I am god.

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Let me deal with this issue with Suhaina.  I should not involve Els in whatever way,

It is not normal to think that I am God.

Is it OK to think that I am a god?

Sharudin Jamal
@sharudinjamal
@elsDines
#traxxfm This is interesting... Today is also your playlist...

Sharudin Jamal
@sharudinjamal
@elsDines
#traxxfm If you are up to it, I want to take the time to solve a very perplexing question that I had been struggling with for quite some time. Bear in mind, I don't expect to a straight answer. I just need a fresh perspective. Trust the process and the Cybernetics.

Sharudin Jamal
@sharudinjamal
@elsDines
#traxxfm While we are mental jousting, I have a Neuro Scientist and Master Jedi (my Counselor Oz the White Wizard) discussing the same matter on the other end. At the same time, I will be meeting a psychotherapist this weekend to unravel it further. Are you up to it?

Sharudin Jamal
@sharudinjamal
@elsDines
#traxxfm This is not working. I still think that I am God. Let's go back to basics. What do I hope to achieve? If I expect to be normal. I think that is not possible. If that is the case, then I just do things to make myself happy.

Sharudin Jamal
@sharudinjamal
@elsDines
#traxxfm If I cannot eradicate the thought that I am god, then I suppose I will just be a happy god. However, I need to find out the root cause of why I think I am god.

Sharudin Jamal
@sharudinjamal
@elsDines
#traxxfm This is my credo: We are One and we are Many. We are within God and God is within us. Much like peeling an onion. In every layer there is God. All matters are intelligent and all matters are gods.



Sharudin Jamal
@sharudinjamal
@elsDines
#traxxfm If everything fails, I have to retreat to the bastion LOL. What do I get to lose?
 

Sharudin Jamal
@sharudinjamal
@elsDines
#traxxfm Sigh... I keep getting the same answer: You Be You if that makes you happy. I am a Happy God when I am on my own. My issue is for others to accept me as who I am. Bummer, only when I deal with people I have this problem. Have I destined a solitary life?



Sharudin Jamal
@sharudinjamal
@elsDines
#traxxfm Very well... I will live a solitary life. I think I'm better off alone. It's a choice of whether I'll be who I am or be who others want me to be. Other than that there are no major kinks.



Sharudin Jamal
@sharudinjamal
@elsDines
#traxxfm I only need to deal with people if I am the Jolly Green Giant. If I am Din Kenit, I just mind my 5 km radius; Read, Run, Write, Repeat...



Sharudin Jamal
@sharudinjamal
@elsDines
#traxxfm We all can do with a little bit of affection. I have so much oozing that I am forever in limerance.

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