Basically, I am a person who screams for attention.
I lack that since I was a child.
At the same time, I am a paradox; I like to be by myself.
As for the delusions, I let them happen. If I don't give it permission, it will not have power over me.
What I want to know from Suhaina is what's wrong with me?
Why do I have delusions of grandeur?
Why am I so fucked up?
Why do I have false beliefs and false associations?
When I traced back the root cause, I realized that I have childhood trauma.
I was hurt pretty badly as a child.
Furthermore, I don't feel loved growing up
Along the way, I overcompensate my deficiencies by creating false beliefs.
Am I already jumping gun into solutioning of my problem?
Note: Bear in mind that she doesn't cure
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