Saturday, 3 April 2021

3/4/21 ###10.40 am, already feeling sleepy. Made a hot coffee

I need my snooze.  Maybe I'll do it on this round.  I was planning to do it at noon.

I envisioned running fast and far.  When I think about running, suddenly I feel like losing 30 kg.

I feel so motivated since I know that running is about weight.  I need to be thin if I want to be fast,

I used to hate TraXX on weekends. Nowadays the oldies start to grow on me LOL. I was watching your YouTube videos and concluded that I enjoy this the most: youtube.com/watch?v=v0Lomt Watching you laugh makes me laugh. Silly girl...

I am so hungry.  Still, I have one week to go to lose 6 kg before Ramadan.  I have to do it.  I am in the habit of getting what I ask for.  This is no exception.

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I have to persist.  In 3 months I only lose 7 kg.  It seems that my metabolism is really screwing up.  I have issues with insulin resistance.

Definitely, it is because of the medication.  I will fight it despite the medication.  I have to hit 79 kg by 12/4/21.  Just to prove a point.

Still, the most important is no sugar and starch.

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It is very simple - it all depends on my ability to withstand hunger.

No fatigue, no tiredness.  I was a bit sleepy.  With a 30 minutes snooze, I manage to stay fresh.  Bottom line, how do I *dea[r] (deal) with hunger?

*  There you are Sarah.  I was just thinking about you.  Basically, I want you to know that I am going ahead with the NoFap agenda.

I can't proceed with the NoEls plan.  As it is, she is reciprocating.  After all, she is my Kitty Kat Pet.  

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Basically, if I can withstand hunger, I can be thin.

It is no longer about fatigue and tiredness.  It is purely about withstanding hunger.

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