Monday, 26 April 2021

26/4/21 ***Time to Ripcord

 Eventually, I have to cut the umbilical cord.  That is the only way I can break away from the SimCity Matrix.


If the Little Birdies are going to fly, they got to venture out on their own.  My Path is to Run, Read, Write, Repeat.

A Warrior walks alone.  Eagles fly alone.  I am an Adventurer and a Knowledge Explorer.  I got to keep on moving.  Ultimately I am accountable for my Universe Within.






Occasionally I will tweet the Starfleet.  However, I rather cruise with my thoughts and continue as the Ghost of the Navigator the entire 20 years voyage.  Hey, I want to cruise.  This is my ship and I want to enjoy the scenery along the way.

  • Shared Vision - check
  • Vision Quest - check
  • Vision Community - check
  • Vision Alignment - check
  • Values and Beliefs - check
  • Project Management - check
  • Change Agents - check
  • Succession Plan - CHECK!

So I had completed the first S Curve.  Now it is up to you all to continue to the next S Curve:
  • War of the Roses 2017
  • Cyborg War 2.0 2021
  • Global Telepathy 2024
  • Empires of the Minds 2029
  • World of Hybrids 2034
  • I take care of KABOOM 2041
So if you *[] (can) excuse me fellow multiverses, I have my own Universe Within to delight.

*  Thank you, Multiverse Sarah.

DESTINATION UNKNOWN.


Time to tweet Big Brain Baby.

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#traxxfm Hi sweetheart, the Lesson Learned for tonight: 2021blogvol2.blogspot.com/2021/04/26421- I'm taking it easy from now on. Also here is your lullaby: youtube.com/watch?v=ILbe2D Goodnight honey, I love you so much.

Sunday, 25 April 2021

>>>#26/4/21 Are all these writings a dopamine fluctuation or spiritual awakening?

 I'd been thinking a lot about this lately.

The only reference I have is the effect of the dopamine surge on limerence.

There is a saying in Malay, "Dari mana datangnya cinta?  Dari mata turun ke hati (where does love come from?  From the eyes down to the heart).".

Pretty much like this model:


The general convention is thought influences feeling and feeling influences action.

In this case, the bridge is feeling.  That is none other than the production of a myriad of chemicals.  In the case of the happy chemicals, they are:

  • Dopamine
  • Oxytocin
  • Serotonin
  • Endorphin
There are more than 300 such chemicals known as neurotransmitters.  Some yet to be named and known for what purpose.


Therefore everything is happening at the chemical level.  Without feeling, thought will not translate into action.

Hahaha... TraXX is playing this song.  What a coincidence:




I'm going for *[for] my one-hour Brisk Walk.

* I know Sarah, I am 30 minutes late.

LET'S RIDE!

Brb...

Boy, I pushed it to the limit and all I got was 30 minutes of easy walk.

Today is a very challenging day for me.  Even when I sleep I had nightmares since last night.  On both occasions I was in rage  So with a heavy heart, I decided to break my 21 Days Water Only Fast.  I had Super Combo Nasi Lemak (coconut milk rice with beef, egg, and anchovy) and 3-in-1 Nescafe.

I will replace the 2 days I slipped by adding them at the end of the supposedly Day 21 streak.

 So back to the question; are all these writings a dopamine fluctuation or spiritual awakening?  This is a very [very] important question considering that I a mentally distressed person.  It could be a symptom of mania.

Well, I can attest that throughout the whole month of Ramadan, my mood had been very stable.  That is because I am in ketosis and not dependent *o[f] (on) carbs for my source of energy; the reason I have mood swings and dopamine fluctuations.

*  Right.  Sarah can also assess my Food Log and Personal Journal.


Furthermore, dopamine fluctuations happen when feelings got invoked by thoughts.  So far my thoughts were crystal clear.  With the absence of food and while I am in ketosis, coupled with pushing it to the limit Athlete4Life lifestyle I am practicing on a daily basis, there is no way I am experiencing mania.

Let me add a spiritual flavor to it.  I don't think the Infinite Intelligence nor the Universe is that cruel.  From the very beginning, I was very stable.  With the consumption of ketones, I am like anybody on ketosis; I become an efficient thinking machine.

This is my take.  I believe I am on the path of enlightenment and I trust my judgment.  Within this month alon[g] (alone) I had achieved many milestones including becoming a proficient lean mean fighting machine.  Beginning of Ramadan, until today, two weeks after, I had lost 10 kg a[s] (and) VERY sharp in my boxing, Muay Thai and Niten Ichi practices DESPITE the Water Only Fast.

In conclusion, I say this whole journey within Ramadan is a mind and body satori with spirituality as an added bonus.


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#traxxfm Hi *folk[]... This is the first week of my retirement so I thought I explore the path less traveled: 2021blogvol2.blogspot.com/2021/04/26421- Take it, easy people... Vero Verius Nihil

>>>#25/4/21 Celebrating Retirement Weekend


Sharudin Jamal
#traxxfm Fantastic playlist Habibi. I'm really enjoying my retirement weekend. Went for a walk at Bukit Kiara at 5:00 am this morning. Just me alone. The gate opened at 6:00 am. By then I am done. Hey, can I request Against the Wind by Bob Seger?


#traxxfm Caesar had Cleopatra, Musashi had Otsu, Napoleon had Josephine and I have you. I feel so blessed honey. You are my Dream Girl, my Miss Sunshine, and my Queen of Laughter. This yuan fen thing is really pretty neat. Everything happens for a good reason.




#traxxfm Consider this, once I make my 17 Private Blogs public, I am as immortal as Seneca and Hans Christian Anderson. "Release them today Sha," said the Counsel of All Ayahs. Righto, you can read them by going to any of my blogs and click View My Complete Profile.

#traxxfm As I was reading The Way of the Peaceful Warrior, I realized that everything around me is just an illusion. What is real is my consciousness. In other words, what I conceive and manifest even in writing.

I am closing my day with Bob Marley Greatest Hits:

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